Zee
Zee
“My friends do look up to me for being smart,” Zee muses, “but they also think I’m like … different. It makes me feel bad.”
Feeling a wave of empathy, Malcolm wishes he could tell Zee that when she’s older, things will be different, but he knows how cold a comfort that is at her age. He also wants to tell her that in the end, grades don’t matter as much as people think they do, but Emma wouldn’t want him to say that. He pictures Emma as she discussed Zee’s poor grades, disappointment masking her concern.
Zee looks up at Malcolm, a shadow passing over her face. “But Mama being disappointed in me makes me feel bad too.”
“She isn’t,” Malcolm insists. “She just doesn’t want you to miss out on opportunities. Like that special middle school for math and science …”
Malcolm recalls when he first lived in the City as a student at Columbia. The friends he found there had helped him to accept who he was, maybe even begin to like himself.
“If I get into that school,” Zee says, “I’ll meet new people and it’ll be fun. And I can still stay being friends with the kids from my old school, right?”
“Of course you can keep your friends,” Malcolm answers, blinking, as an image jumps into his mind: Zee as a university student, tall like him and striking like Emma, her dark corkscrew curls framing shining brown eyes.
Zee tilts her head, her expression clearing, and flashes Malcolm a brilliant smile. Her smile falters after a moment.
“But will the kids at the new school like me?”
“Just be yourself. Your true friends will accept you for who you are,” Malcolm says.
“But Uncle Malcolm, that’s the hard part. Which me should I be?”
Readers meet Zee at the moment of her birth and follow her as she progresses in school. She is a special person, an empath, who has the talent of hearing the thoughts of others and feeling the emotions behind these thoughts. By times she is a precocious student and daughter, by times an aspiring athlete, and, other times, Zee is perceived as a boy who plays basketball and looks for trouble.
Su J. Sokol gives her readers a main character who, in many ways, is a typical teen, one dealing with peer pressure, body image issues and a need to feel loved and secure both at home and in her school and community. Yet Zee also has her particular ESP talent, giving this coming-of-age story a sense of otherworldliness or, as the author puts it “speculative, liminal, and interstitial fiction.” Just when we feel we know Zee and can relate to her, she manages something unusual, almost magical, and readers are left shaking their heads.
Zee’s four adults are her family, and they form the place where she finds safety and a sense of belonging, but this is nothing like the typical nuclear family. Mother Emma is a lawyer who lives with her female partner Meena, a psychologist. Zee’s biological father is Malcolm, a cognitive scientist who continues to be much more in her life than a sperm donor. Partnered with Malcolm is Tio Pedro, a musician who brings out the softer and more creative side of Zee. These four adults bring their own personalities and cultures into the story. They all love Zee and want only the best for her, but they are often unsure how to help her navigate her childhood and adolescence.
Sokol packs a great variety of important themes into a fairly short novel. A major consideration is what constitutes a family, whether a biological or chosen one. This theme brings both the LGBTQ+ and BIPOC communities into the story.
Zee wrestles with who she is and tries to find out just where she fits in. She works at understanding her own needs while learning to balance them against the expectations of others and her general desire to please the people around her instead of putting herself first. This brings to mind women’s issues and the idea that women are continually expected to put the needs of others ahead of their own, to nurture those around them instead of fulfilling themselves.
Although a very different character from many of the women in young adult fiction, Zee is not just unusual for her extrasensory skills, she is also a remarkable and memorable young woman. This is Su J. Sokol’s third novel, and fans of Zee and her world will be keen to see more of Sokol’s work in the future.
Ann Ketcheson is a retired teacher-librarian and high school teacher of English and French who lives in Ottawa, Ontario.